Depression, anyone have help?

[JackTheYoungBuilder]

Nope, I'll get those when I sell the rifle.

kk

[NikoGaming]

 

If you're framerate is "shit" give me a shout and I'll help you fix it. We can have a chat, learn a thing or two, and get you up playing some games!

It's really a hardware problem, but I'm working on it. Making an aluminum Halo 4 Binary Rifle.

 

 

I deal with mine with marijuana (when I can get it), alcohol (not the best of choices unless you can distract yourself while drunk), the realization that the primary reason for my being depressed is my entire family, and a massive fear of death.

 

None of those may apply to your situation, but that's how I cope. Knowing only how my parents are, every single therapist my sister has had, is absolutely befuddled as to how I am not either in prison or a mental asylum considering that I see no therapists, and am prescribed no anti-depressants.

That's kind of different, but hey, vodka works for me. Russians, man.

[AlwaysFSX]

Especially with some chocolate syrup. That is like a cure for any disease whatsoever. Except diabetes, but who ever died from that?

It's so worth it. Sounds really good and makes me want some though. Darn you.

[Trik'Stari]

That's kind of different, but hey, vodka works for me. Russians, man.

I drink beer. Mainly because liquor gets me way to drunk, considering how naturally thirsty I seem to be. I prefer marijuana, but where I live, possession might as well be murder or at the least, manslaughter, so getting it is extremely difficult. When I have marijuana, I don't drink at all, because I don't really like drinking that much, it works just enough to allow me to sleep and escape the thoughts of how shit my life is.

 

Porn, video games, and extremely focused fantasizing at night also help..

[RyomaSJibenG]

Seriously please consider you are great. Don't let others drag you down. You are a God among insects. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I was depressed for 20 years and was in the hospital multiple times. Almost died a couple times. Seriously it is not worth it. I was born in a different country and I went to an all white school. Obviously I am not white. I was picked on by others. My parents divorced when I was younger. At the same time I found my real family was dead. I have no biological connections. I felt I was abandoned by all. Life was horrible. You can get through these dark times. I started working out. It helped a lot. I got into shape. I felt better. Start eating healthy. Just Do It! I am the last of my family. I am the strength that holds up my family's name. I am not alone. If you ever need to talk just let me know. I tried multiple times but my body would not give up.

 

https://youtu.be/nuHfVn_cfHU

damn and i thought my story was a sad and depressing one

[JefferyD90]

It's really a hardware problem, but I'm working on it. Making an aluminum Halo 4 Binary Rifle.

A hardware issue?  What kind of hardware issue do you have?

[NikoGaming]

 

Seriously please consider you are great. Don't let others drag you down. You are a God among insects. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. I was depressed for 20 years and was in the hospital multiple times. Almost died a couple times. Seriously it is not worth it. I was born in a different country and I went to an all white school. Obviously I am not white. I was picked on by others. My parents divorced when I was younger. At the same time I found my real family was dead. I have no biological connections. I felt I was abandoned by all. Life was horrible. You can get through these dark times. I started working out. It helped a lot. I got into shape. I felt better. Start eating healthy. Just Do It! I am the last of my family. I am the strength that holds up my family's name. I am not alone. If you ever need to talk just let me know. I tried multiple times but my body would not give up.

 

https://youtu.be/nuHfVn_cfHU

That's actually really inspiring to hear that. I can't believe that you had to face that. Thanks for that, it really goes a long way knowing that people on the other side of the screen who don't personally know me care more about me than those who I have told. Thanks man.

 

 

I drink beer. Mainly because liquor gets me way to drunk, considering how naturally thirsty I seem to be. I prefer marijuana, but where I live, possession might as well be murder or at the least, manslaughter, so getting it is extremely difficult. When I have marijuana, I don't drink at all, because I don't really like drinking that much, it works just enough to allow me to sleep and escape the thoughts of how shit my life is.

 

Porn, video games, and extremely focused fantasizing at night also help..

Not gonna lie, porn is a daily thing for me. Video games are something I really like, but I don't have the hardware for better games, and fantasizing is wonderful, but extremely focusing on it, I think that's some good advice. Thanks for the advice.

 

 

A hardware issue? What kind of hardware issue do you have?

Not good enough computer, it's an E1-2100, no dedicated GPU, 4GB DDR3. It's a laptop.

 

 

I bet this kid is doing this for attention...

Not really dude, please don't be an asshole about this, because some people like myself actually go through this and need help. Stop being a greed minded asshole and get off my post.

[Guest Oakley]

I bet this kid is doing this for attention...

[PC-NOOB]

Honestly, people don't hate you. It took me a while to realize it because for the longest time I felt like I was the 8th wheel to my friend group and they just kept me there so they could laugh at me. Took me a couple of really low points to stop wallowing in my depression and talk straight.

 

All my friends said that they loved me and they were sorry about what they might have done to propagate how I felt. :')

 

The number of friends you have doesn't matter. The quality of them do. You could have twenty "friends" but none of them could come help you or you could have 2 really good friends who stick by your side. 

[JefferyD90]

Not good enough computer, it's an E1-2100, no dedicated GPU, 4GB DDR3. It's a laptop.

Actually, you should be able to get at least 30 fps on league of legends.  That has a okay GPU component with a good enough CPU component.

[GrimNeo]

damn and i thought my story was a sad and depressing one

It is what it is. I can't change the past. I was on found on the streets by a stranger in a 3rd world country during war times. I am thankful to even be alive yet alone in the USA. People just take things for granted.

 

That's actually really inspiring to hear that. I can't believe that you had to face that. Thanks for that, it really goes a long way knowing that people on the other side of the screen who don't personally know me care more about me than those who I have told. Thanks man.

Your welcome. I can only count my true friends on one hand. I use to have several friends. I found out the hard way people use you. I am just tired of it. I was tired of being depressed.

 

 

I bet this kid is doing this for attention...

You don't know that. Some people do it for attention because they don't get any attention. People then say well he is doing it for attention. That was the case with my friend at school. I knew he did not want attention. Not everyone knows how to express their feelings. My friend at school got no help. He was found in the woods with a bullet in his head. Yeah he got everyone's attention then.

[Trik'Stari]

Not gonna lie, porn is a daily thing for me. Video games are something I really like, but I don't have the hardware for better games, and fantasizing is wonderful, but extremely focusing on it, I think that's some good advice. Thanks for the advice.

Porn is a morning and evening thing for me. My fantasies are almost exclusively sexual and never involve me, but involve me as someone else.

 

I will come back to this tomorrow (if I can remember), I am drunk, and need to grab a snack and sleep lol

[NikoGaming]

 

Honestly, people don't hate you. It took me a while to realize it because for the longest time I felt like I was the 8th wheel to my friend group and they just kept me there so they could laugh at me. Took me a couple of really low points to stop wallowing in my depression and talk straight.

 

All my friends said that they loved me and they were sorry about what they might have done to propagate how I felt. :')

 

The number of friends you have doesn't matter. The quality of them do. You could have twenty "friends" but none of them could come help you or you could have 2 really good friends who stick by your side.

I've told my "friends" to repeatedly stop what they kept doing and I eventually moved lunch tables and there was one person who actually cared that I left. Everybody else never cared what I'd said, and I have to keep this from my entire school. I get what you mean by quality over quantity, because that's what I believe too, because you don't know if you've been friends with an asshat or not.

 

 

Actually, you should be able to get at least 30 fps on league of legends. That has a okay GPU component with a good enough CPU component.

I usually balance 22-25 fps, 15 at lowpoints and 30 at max

[JefferyD90]

I usually balance 22-25 fps, 15 at lowpoints and 30 at max

That is a little bit on the low side.

[NikoGaming]

Sadly it is not that simple, you have to find friends you care about and there is a good chance that they will care about you as well. Making friends take a lot of effort on your part with little to no return some times for a while. But at some time you will make friends.

It really is, with what society has turned into. No return is usually how it starts, and you always have to find out how to get them to show that they care, without giving too much of yourself.

[NikoGaming]

That is a little bit on the low side.

Yep

[JefferyD90]

Yep

Your hardware is capable of more.

[NikoGaming]

I have Skype constantly running and usually a tab or 2. I also don't have that good cooling on my system and don't even know if I can overclock. I'm fine with what I'm at though.

[RyomaSJibenG]

well if you guys wanna have fun without having to have powerful pc, there's this website you can monopoly online with people

[sgtcool]

watch some shia lebouf videos

[Dezz]

I have to reinstall league, but my framerates are shit. I'm working on an aluminum Halo 4 Binary Rifle, selling it for $7500 to get my new rig and a new TV and the next gen consoles.

 

That's awesome. Have you thought of doing a build log of the rifle? Many people would enjoy seeing that

 

+1, that sounds great

[NikoGaming]

+1, that sounds great

I think I'll start my first video tomorrow

[Deletive]

https://www.reddit.com/r/MeetPeople/ when I get lonely or depressed I try to meet people on reddit sometimes? don't know how well this works.

[Camul]

First of all, talk to your friends. I remember thinking all of my friends hated me, but then I just talked to them and everything was in my head. Also, venting pushes people away, so if one of your friends says you can talk to then, don't do it a lot. If you have to vent then do it to someone one the internet or someone's who's paid to listen to you. Maybe they don't like you, but how much do you really have to loose?

 

The only advice to help you overcome it that I have is to see someone who is actually good at helping people with depression. Definitely not easy, and requires a lot of work and motivation. Which I know is asking a lot from you at the moment, but that's why you take drugs. They suck, but they give you that motivation to push yourself to get better.

[evilarceus]

Playing games or listen to music is what I do when I get depressed.