I need some emotional help please...bff stuff

[silentmelodies]

OP, I see you giving hope to this relationship, like, what the hell man, show some stones.

 

She treats you that way and you still want to fix it?...

I'll try and try to forget.

[Admire]

not really and 

 

#highschoolproblems.

 

YEah, good thing high school kids never kill themselves then, Huh? ". Specifically, in 2004 there were 4,599 suicides in Americans ages 10 to 24"

 

 

 

go to reddit.com/r/suicidewatch

 

it reduces your chance of getting negative replies.

 

Uncalled for

 

The problem is i have social problems. I can not stand a place where a lot of people are. Its freaks me the hell out. And i hate attention, but when you are a 15 year old dude who is 2m high and skinny as hell its hard not to draw attention.

I have lots of problems just talking about stuff, and i always think about one sentence hundreds times over - was it said right.

I lost one of my parents when i was 9 monhts old, and all the time till 2006 when i started school i had no friends at all, and just stared at the computer screen. Thats why i know how to flash a a BIOS on a 12 year old motherboard without instructions and how to build linux and linux kernels and distros from source.

Its again all that nightmare, just 7 years later. Im on the laptop whole day, chatting and talking to her, and that made me happy. Now its just pure emptyness. I cant do it like this anymore.

 

You are me. There is nothing what so ever wrong with being introvert. Its completely normal. I HATE big crowds. Anything more than 3-4 people is a waste of time to be honest. I just don't enjoy it. Im 197cm, i used to be skinny as all hell...stopped when I turned 20-21. You need to seriously work on self confidence and you HAVE to go to therapy as soon as possible.

 

You have put this woman as the only way to be happy which is fucking bullshit!. Dude. Find somebody else to write with. There are tons of cool people here to talk to.

[flibberdipper]

She's clearly not worth your trouble. Try to get out there and make a new friend who's as close as what she was (even if it's one of your existing friends that you're already kinda close with.

[spwath]

And what if its all just me? What is she didn't do anything wrong? What if it all was just my fault?

It isn't you, I can tell you that.

Sounds like she used you, and she threw you away. Ignore her.

[Art Vandelay]

Either you did something to deserve that, in which case you should learn from your mistakes and move on, or you didn't and you should forget about her and move on. 

 

Don't get attached to people. People are terrible.

[Trik'Stari]

And what if its all just me? What is she didn't do anything wrong? What if it all was just my fault?

That's what she want's you to feel, she want's you to remain vulnerable and self loathing for when she needs you again. Write her off, go be happy doing your own thing.

 

Don't let other peoples opinions of you, shape your opinion of yourself, be who and what you want to be, see to your own happiness before worrying about others

[silentmelodies]

YEah, good thing high school kids never kill themselves then, Huh? ". Specifically, in 2004 there were 4,599 suicides in Americans ages 10 to 24"

 

 

 

 

Uncalled for

 

 

You are me. There is nothing what so ever wrong with being introvert. Its completely normal. I HATE big crowds. Anything more than 3-4 people is a waste of time to be honest. I just don't enjoy it. Im 197cm, i used to be skinny as all hell...stopped when I turned 20-21. You need to seriously work on self confidence and you HAVE to go to therapy as soon as possible.

 

You have put this woman as the only way to be happy which is fucking bullshit!. Dude. Find somebody else to write with. There are tons of cool people here to talk to.

So, its like, this?

 

More than 3 people - waste of time.

Friends going to pool - i stay at home.

All your friends have GFs - pointless - time waste.

All your friends use smartphones - you have a 7 year old Sony K800i?

If its like this i really wanna have a talk with you man!

[Kevinkt]

YEah, good thing high school kids never kill themselves then, Huh? ". Specifically, in 2004 there were 4,599 suicides in Americans ages 10 to 24"

 

 

 

 

Uncalled for

 

 

You are me. There is nothing what so ever wrong with being introvert. Its completely normal. I HATE big crowds. Anything more than 3-4 people is a waste of time to be honest. I just don't enjoy it. Im 197cm, i used to be skinny as all hell...stopped when I turned 20-21. You need to seriously work on self confidence and you HAVE to go to therapy as soon as possible.

 

You have put this woman as the only way to be happy which is fucking bullshit!. Dude. Find somebody else to write with. There are tons of cool people here to talk to.

seriously? we're not saying he should kill himself. there ALOT MORE FUCKING PEOPLE WILLING TO HELP HIM ON THAT SUB REDDIT. AND TALK TO HIM ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS THAN ON A GOD DAMN TECH FORUM. THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TRYING TO FUCKING SAY

[Snickerzz]

Either you did something to deserve that, in which case you should learn from your mistakes and move on, or you didn't and you should forget about her and move on. 

 

Don't get attached to people. People are terrible.

someone who understands <3

[connorpiper]

So, its like, this?

 

More than 3 people - waste of time.

Friends going to pool - i stay at home.

All your friends have GFs - pointless - time waste.

All your friends use smartphones - you have a 7 year old Sony K800i?

If its like this i really wanna have a talk with you man!

 

I'm with all but the phone thing, I have the mega phone...

My friend will be like "What to go see a movie" and i'll be like "I have netflix, and my computer"

[silentmelodies]

That's what she want's you to feel, she want's you to remain vulnerable and self loathing for when she needs you again. Write her off, go be happy doing your own thing.

 

Don't let other peoples opinions of you, shape your opinion of yourself, be who and what you want to be, see to your own happiness before worrying about others

The problem is, she is not doing it on purpose. I know that, for sure.

 

seriously? we're not saying he should kill himself. there ALOT MORE FUCKING PEOPLE WILLING TO HELP HIM ON THAT SUB REDDIT. AND TALK TO HIM ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS THAN ON A GOD DAMN TECH FORUM. THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TRYING TO FUCKING SAY

Screw you.

[Nineshadow]

someone who understands <3

[Guest]

seriously? we're not saying he should kill himself. there ALOT MORE FUCKING PEOPLE WILLING TO HELP HIM ON THAT SUB REDDIT. AND TALK TO HIM ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS THAN ON A GOD DAMN TECH FORUM. THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TRYING TO FUCKING SAY

AND WE ARE TRYING TO FUCKING SAY THAT THIS IS OFF-TOPIC, SO IT'S GOD DAMN OKAY HOW DO YOU NOT GET THAT.

[silentmelodies]

I'm with all but the phone thing, I have the mega phone...

My friend will be like "What to go see a movie" and i'll be like "I have netflix, and my computer"

 

"Wanna go take a walk?"

 

> Naah ill finish my picture im doing in Photoshop.

[Trik'Stari]

So, its like, this?

 

More than 3 people - waste of time.

Friends going to pool - i stay at home.

All your friends have GFs - pointless - time waste.

All your friends use smartphones - you have a 7 year old Sony K800i?

If its like this i really wanna have a talk with you man!

I'm that way. I currently have no real friends, been happier with myself as a result than I ever was in high school. All through highschool I tried to go out, tried to relate to the other kids at parties, never succesfully since all they wanted to talk about was drama and facebook (first step, delete social media from your life, it's nothing but a channel for pain and hate). I was always jealous of them for having girlfriends and for being able to talk to girls well. Come to find out, all my "friends" back then secretly spread a bunch of nasty rumors about me (like, that I was into bdsm/rape fetish, etc) to the girls we all knew, which is why none of those girls would every really speak to me. Real great friends right?

 

Kevinkt, on 10 Aug 2014 - 7:17 PM, said:

seriously? we're not saying he should kill himself. there ALOT MORE FUCKING PEOPLE WILLING TO HELP HIM ON THAT SUB REDDIT. AND TALK TO HIM ABOUT HIS PROBLEMS THAN ON A GOD DAMN TECH FORUM. THAT'S WHAT WE'RE TRYING TO FUCKING SAY

THIS IS NOT A GODDAMNED TECH FORUM, THIS IS OFF TOPIC, NON TECH RELATED DISCUSSIONS ONLY YOU IGNORAMOUS.

 

 

 

The problem is, she is not doing it on purpose. I know that, for sure.

 

Screw you.

She is doing it on purpose, trust me, she is. If she dislikes you for being an introvert, then she isn't worth your time.

[Kevinkt]

The problem is, she is not doing it on purpose. I know that, for sure.

 

Screw you.

Really? We're trying to tell of other places where people are miles ahead of being more helpful than any of can be and you're telling me to screw off? 

 

 

God I give up. 

[connorpiper]

"Wanna go take a walk?"

 

> Naah ill finish my picture im doing in Photoshop.

 

Or i'll turn off my phone, close steam, and any google webpage (Hangouts) 

 

"Oh, I must have left my phone off"

 

I'm also scared to go on Facebook because people will message me wanting to do something, I run out of excuses.

[silentmelodies]

Or i'll turn off my phone, close steam, and any google webpage (Hangouts) 

 

"Oh, I must have left my phone off"

 

Turn off your facebook chat and ignore messages because you are doing something in regedit.

"Didnt see the msg"?

[silentmelodies]

-snip-

 

Yes, exacly like that, she hates i dont have friends and dont hang out with them, and that bothers her. Thats why she got all mad.

[Admire]

So, its like, this?

 

More than 3 people - waste of time.

Friends going to pool - i stay at home.

All your friends have GFs - pointless - time waste.

All your friends use smartphones - you have a 7 year old Sony K800i?

If its like this i really wanna have a talk with you man!

 

Is 3 out of 4 good enough?

 

im 29, and perfectly happy.

 

Oh, one more thing. Haven't had a facebook account for 6 years. Might be the reason for my happiness

[Guest]

Yes, exacly like that, she hates i dont have friends and dont hang out with them, and that bothers her. Thats why she got all mad.

Oh well that explains everything.

 

She is a complete bitch.

[Nineshadow]

Oh well that explains everything.

 

She is a complete bitch.

A black-hole.

[Trik'Stari]

Yes, exacly like that, she hates i dont have friends and dont hang out with them, and that bothers her. Thats why she got all mad.

That's her problem, not yours. My family tries all the time to get me to "go out, be more sociable, be normal" etc. and I'm just not happy doing those things, I never have been and never will be, that's just who I am. My family has never, and will never understand this about me, which is why I ignore them and continue being happy in my little bubble of safety, where I am in control and people can't hurt me the way they always have.

 

If she doesn't want to be friends then thats it, let her go, if she is going to be cruel about it (which she obviously has been) then she is a bitch and not worth your time, a true friend would understand that you are your own person, and that you like the things you like. That's all it is, she's a bad friend, and probably a user.

[MuffinTopMike]

Maybe your problem is being negative all the time.

[connorpiper]

Turn off your facebook chat and ignore messages because you are doing something in regedit.

"Didnt see the msg"?

 

lol, I just edited that in.