Today...

[MeDownYou]

Last night I got 3 hours of sleep that was of poor quality, because I’ve been a getting average of 4 hours a night the last week.

 

Today I blacked out for two hours between classes.

 

Today, I forgot to eat until 5:30 and made pancakes and drank two cherry pepsi’s for my only meal.

 

Today I was belittled and be raged with a smile as I continued trying to do the right things.

 

Today my work partner didn’t work, but I did.

 

Everyone I went to visit to get this stuff off my mind ended up telling me how badly their lives sucked and they couldn’t take it anymore. One because they broke their ps4 by suffocating it ( I spend 4 hours diagnosing the problem and told them they have to buy an internal PSU), and the other because they can’t marry their wonderful girlfriend yet because “it would be tacky”.  (last time I asked someone to just coffee they didn’t come and never explained why when I just mentioned I didn’t see them there out of concern)

 

Today my Prof. scheduled a meeting with me and gave me a 0 on my paper (15% of my grade) because my opinion didn’t fit perfectly with the colleges opinion on if they are doing a good job.

 

Today I woke up with an extreme pain my mouth, and also realized my calendar that went missing held all my appointments for the orthodontist and I had missed my last one.

 

Today my package got lost in the mail (pure rock cooler).

 

Today I let a friend borrow my vehicle to run an errand in town…it was returned in the wrong parking spot getting me a ticket, and completely trashed inside with garbage. To add to that I had come mere minutes after the ticket was placed needing to use my vehicle.

 

Today I was shunned by several of my classmates from discussion.

 

Today my single HDD on my laptop failed, and I needed to replace it.

 

Today having my HDD fail I lost around 10-20 hours worth of paper writing, all due tomorrow.

 

Tonight I’m too anxious to sleep and have just recently thrown up because I got that worked up over my day, nearly cried- but my roommate gave me the “omfg, you’re drunk pfft gtfo” look…I don’t even drink.

 

I don’t even know what to do or where to start picking up the pieces…

 

Tl;DR: I'd rather get hit by a train, in debt, gonna fail out of college, and I can't even enjoy sleep anymore. 

 

(Oh, and I guess I'm a loser because this was the best legitimate coping mechanism that I had to post to a bunch of strangers on some forum in the middle of the night.)

[mikat]

-snip-

i feel for you man

[TechGod]

Holy crap I feel so sorry for you...

[AlTech]

OMG that's truly dreadful. Life is not fair no matter what people tell you.

[SPG]

life just likes to kick you in the nuts sometimes
it will be getter soon

[W-L]

Get a good nights rest to clear your mind, that's a rough day to have but things can always be sorted out.

[Sankster]

chin up and best foot forward