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Hello guys... I find this really hard to explain but bare with me please because I really need your help. Lately whenever I do anything, reading, playing, watching, anything even the simplest thing my mind gets stuck in that action... for example if I'm reading something I go over it again and again and again, I dont know why but I feel like unsatisfied like I need to do it perfectly, so I repeat the sentence over and over again until every word comes perfectly out of my mouth. Same with watching tv, as my tv box allows me to rewind I get stuck in a certain part and repeated again and again until I feel like I have heard everything perfectly.

The problem with this is that I don't know why I do it, and because I do it I get really tense and I lose too much time...

I have been thinking about anxiety disorders but I don't really know but really it gets on my nerves... Also I don't feel like you are going to understand it perfectly so if you have any queztions please ask me because I wanna get over this... thanks a lot :/

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Perhaps you have OCD?

 

Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is an anxiety disorder characterized by intrusive thoughts that produce uneasiness, apprehension, fear, or worry; by repetitive behaviors aimed at reducing the associated anxiety; or by a combination of such obsessions and compulsions. Symptoms of the disorder include excessive washing or cleaning; repeated checking; extreme hoarding; preoccupation with sexual, violent or religious thoughts; relationship-related obsessions; aversion to particular numbers; and nervous rituals, such as opening and closing a door a certain number of times before entering or leaving a room. These symptoms can be alienating and time-consuming, and often cause severe emotional and financial distress. The acts of those who have OCD may appear paranoid and potentially psychotic. However, OCD sufferers generally recognize their obsessions and compulsions as irrational and may become further distressed by this realization.

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We generally can't diagnose you over the internet, if you think it interferes with your everyday life, see health professional.

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OCD most likely.

Seek help.

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Take what we say with a grain of salt. We only know what you give us and even then most of us are not experts on this stuff anyway. Go talk to your doctor if you want a real diagnosis.

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I highly doubt it OCD. everyone says they are OCD when in fact they are just fussy. if your really concerned see a dr. 

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Ive been there bud, I used to read sentences over and over until it "felt like I got it right" (when your reading it right anyway), I used to walk home from school taking exactly the same route that i took there (me and my bud had like 20 differnt routes to take at our disposal and we'd take turns who chose the route there and back, good times), i couldn't just tap once on a table id have to do it atleast once more..

I think it is OCD but like osmium said, take what we say with a pinch of salt and see your gp, Oh and if it is....don't worry having OCD isnt like having HIV or being diabetic, its not likely to ruin or rule your life...
I cant remember what my doctor said but after a while I stopped doing it all, my body just said "this is stupid" and when i thought about taking the same route back or tap the table again or just keep reading, I made myself not do it and did what anyone else would do and.....nothing happened, it was perfectly fine and I haven't done it since, you might be able to stop yourself, It may be a case of growing out of it..., it might just be a case of fighting the urge not doing what your brain is telling you to do and then being okay (like i did), you might have it the rest of your life, either way it will just be a quirk, you're not going to end up as billy no-mates living by himself stuck in his room.
Every case of ocd is differnt and will effect people differently because the brain is a complex thing.
​The only OCD thing in my life now is how i build pc's (major deja vous writing this  :wacko: ) but I consider that more of a professional thing than anything else so i guess it can be beneficial to a small extent.

You will be okay whatever happens, we all have our quirks (I had asthma and dyspraxia through my childhood and I turned out okay-nerd from birth I guess).

see your doctor and see what happens, it may put your mind at rest.

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 CASE:-NZXT S340 Black, CPU:-FX8120 @4.2Ghz, COOLER:-CM Hyper 212 EVO, BOARD:-MSI 970 Gaming, RAM:-2x4gb 2400mhz Corsair Vengeance Pro, GPU: SLI EVGA GTX480's @700/1000, PSU:-Corsair CX600m, HDD:-WD green 160GB+2TB toshiba
CASE:-(probably) Cooltek U1, CPU:-G3258 @4.5ghx, COOLER:-stock(soon "MSI Dragon" AiO likely), BOARD:-MSI z87i ITX Gaming, RAM:-1x4gb 1333mhz Patriot, GPU: Asus DCU2 r9-270 OC@1000/1500mem, PSU:-Sweex 350w.., HDD:-WD Caviar Blue 640GB
CASE:-TBD, CPU:-Core2Quad QX9650 @4Ghz, COOLER:-OCZ 92mm tower thing, BOARD:-MSI p43-c51, RAM:-4x1GB 800mhz Corsair XMS2, GPU: Zotac GTX460se @800/1000, PSU:-OCZ600sxs, HDD:-WD green 160GBBlueJean-A
 CASE:-Black/Blue Sharkoon T9, CPU:-Phenom2 x4 B55 @3.6Ghz/1.4v, COOLER:-FX8320 Stock HSF, BOARD:-M5A78L-M/USB3, RAM:-4GB 1333mhz Kingston low profile at 1600mhz, GPU:-EVGA GTX285, PSU:-Antec TP550w modu, STORAGE:-240gb  M500+2TB Toshiba
CASE:-icute zl02-3g-bb, CPU:-Phenom2 X6 1055t @3.5Ghz, COOLER:-Stock, BOARD:-Asrock m3a UCC, RAM:2x2GB 1333mhz Zeppelin (thats yellow!), GPU: XFX 1GB HD6870xxx, PSU:-some 450 POS, HDD:-WD Scorpio blue 120GB
CASE:-Packard Bell iMedia X2424, Custom black/red Aerocool Xpredator fulltower, CPU's:-E5200, C2D [email protected]<script cf-hash='f9e31' type="text/javascript"> /* */</script>(so e8500), COOLER:-Scythe Big shuriken2 Rev B, BFG gtx260 sp216 OC, RAM:-tons..
Gigabyte GTX460, Gigabyte gt430,
GPU's:-GT210 1GB,  asus hd6670 1GB gddr5, XFX XXX 9600gt 512mb Alpha dog edition, few q6600's
PICTURES CASE:-CIT mars black+red, CPU:-Athlon K6 650mhz slot A, COOLER:-Stock, BOARD:-QDI Kinetiz 7a, RAM:-256+256+256MB 133mhz SDram, GPU:-inno3d geforce4 mx440 64mb, PSU:-E-Zcool 450w, STORAGE:-2x WD 40gb "black" drives,
CASE:-silver/red raidmax cobra, CPU:-Athlon64 4000+, COOLER:-BIG stock one, BOARD:-MSI something*, RAM:-(matched pair)2x1GB 400mhz ECC transcend, GPU:-ati 9800se@375core/325mem, PSU:-pfft, HDD:-2x maxtor 80gb,
PICTURES CASE:-silver/red raidmax cobra (another), CPU:-Pentium4 2.8ghz prescott, COOLER:-Artic Coolering Freezer4, BOARD:-DFI lanparty infinity 865 R2, RAM:-(matched pair)2x1GB 400mhz kingston, GPU:-ati 9550@375core/325mem, PSU:-pfft, HDD:-another 2x WD 80gb,
CASE:-ML110 G4, CPU:-xeon 4030, COOLER:-stock leaf blower, BOARD:-stock raid 771 board, RAM:-2x2GB 666mhz kingston ECC ddr2, GPU:-9400GT 1GB, PSU:-stock delta, RAID:-JMicron JMB363 card+onboard raid controller, HDD:-320gb hitachi OS, 2xMaxtor 160gb raid1, 500gb samsungSP, 160gb WD, LAPTOP:-Dell n5030, CPU:-replaced s*** cel900 with awesome C2D E8100, RAM:-2x2GB 1333mhz ddr3, HDD:-320gb, PHONE's:-LG optimus 3D (p920) on 2.3.5@300-600mhz de-clock (batteryFTW)
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Hello guys... I find this really hard to explain but bare with me please because I really need your help. Lately whenever I do anything, reading, playing, watching, anything even the simplest thing my mind gets stuck in that action... for example if I'm reading something I go over it again and again and again, I dont know why but I feel like unsatisfied like I need to do it perfectly, so I repeat the sentence over and over again until every word comes perfectly out of my mouth. Same with watching tv, as my tv box allows me to rewind I get stuck in a certain part and repeated again and again until I feel like I have heard everything perfectly.

The problem with this is that I don't know why I do it, and because I do it I get really tense and I lose too much time...

I have been thinking about anxiety disorders but I don't really know but really it gets on my nerves... Also I don't feel like you are going to understand it perfectly so if you have any queztions please ask me because I wanna get over this... thanks a lot :/

doctor

self diagnosis never ends well. you need an outside opinion.

trust me it can really get out of hand. 

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Ive been there bud, I used to read sentences over and over until it "felt like I got it right" (when your reading it right anyway), I used to walk home from school taking exactly the same route that i took there (me and my bud had like 20 differnt routes to take at our disposal and we'd take turns who chose the route there and back, good times), i couldn't just tap once on a table id have to do it atleast once more..

I think it is OCD but like osmium said, take what we say with a pinch of salt and see your gp, Oh and if it is....don't worry having OCD isnt like having HIV or being diabetic, its not likely to ruin or rule your life...

I cant remember what my doctor said but after a while I stopped doing it all, my body just said "this is stupid" and when i thought about taking the same route back or tap the table again or just keep reading, I made myself not do it and did what anyone else would do and.....nothing happened, it was perfectly fine and I haven't done it since, you might be able to stop yourself, It may be a case of growing out of it..., it might just be a case of fighting the urge not doing what your brain is telling you to do and then being okay (like i did), you might have it the rest of your life, either way it will just be a quirk, you're not going to end up as billy no-mates living by himself stuck in his room.

Every case of ocd is differnt and will effect people differently because the brain is a complex thing.

​The only OCD thing in my life now is how i build pc's (major deja vous writing this :wacko: ) but I consider that more of a professional thing than anything else so i guess it can be beneficial to a small extent.

You will be okay whatever happens, we all have our quirks (I had asthma and dyspraxia through my childhood and I turned out okay-nerd from birth I guess).

see your doctor and see what happens, it may put your mind at rest.

thanks a lot man for this because it shows me that at least I'm not the only that has faced this weird thing... so thanks and I'll probably give myself some time too and try to keep busy might helps. :)

Thanks everyone for your answers and advice :D

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thanks a lot man for this because it shows me that at least I'm not the only that has faced this weird thing... so thanks and I'll probably give myself some time too and try to keep busy might helps. :)

Thanks everyone for your answers and advice :D

See the doc anyway, you could have another thing that is similar to ocd but not actually ocd, theyre trained profesionals and they do this everyday.

We always assume that when something happens that its only to use, we have tech forums to help us diagnose pc's in case its happened to someone else so assuming your the only one with the issue (wether it be horses, pc's, cars, golf, whatever) is illogical and it never hurts to seek advice (but yeah self diagnosis is generally a bad idea).

best of luck.

Falcon: Corsair 750D 8320at4.6ghz 1.3v | 4GB MSI Gaming R9-290 @1000/1250 | 2x8GB 2400mhz Kingston HyperX Beast | Asus ROG Crosshair V Formula | Antec H620 | Corsair RM750w | Crucial M500 240GB, Toshiba 2TB, DarkThemeMasterRace, my G3258 has an upgrade path, my fx8320 doesn't need one...total cost £840=cpu£105, board£65, ram£105, Cooler £20, GPU£200, PSU£88, SSD£75, HDD£57, case£125.

 CASE:-NZXT S340 Black, CPU:-FX8120 @4.2Ghz, COOLER:-CM Hyper 212 EVO, BOARD:-MSI 970 Gaming, RAM:-2x4gb 2400mhz Corsair Vengeance Pro, GPU: SLI EVGA GTX480's @700/1000, PSU:-Corsair CX600m, HDD:-WD green 160GB+2TB toshiba
CASE:-(probably) Cooltek U1, CPU:-G3258 @4.5ghx, COOLER:-stock(soon "MSI Dragon" AiO likely), BOARD:-MSI z87i ITX Gaming, RAM:-1x4gb 1333mhz Patriot, GPU: Asus DCU2 r9-270 OC@1000/1500mem, PSU:-Sweex 350w.., HDD:-WD Caviar Blue 640GB
CASE:-TBD, CPU:-Core2Quad QX9650 @4Ghz, COOLER:-OCZ 92mm tower thing, BOARD:-MSI p43-c51, RAM:-4x1GB 800mhz Corsair XMS2, GPU: Zotac GTX460se @800/1000, PSU:-OCZ600sxs, HDD:-WD green 160GBBlueJean-A
 CASE:-Black/Blue Sharkoon T9, CPU:-Phenom2 x4 B55 @3.6Ghz/1.4v, COOLER:-FX8320 Stock HSF, BOARD:-M5A78L-M/USB3, RAM:-4GB 1333mhz Kingston low profile at 1600mhz, GPU:-EVGA GTX285, PSU:-Antec TP550w modu, STORAGE:-240gb  M500+2TB Toshiba
CASE:-icute zl02-3g-bb, CPU:-Phenom2 X6 1055t @3.5Ghz, COOLER:-Stock, BOARD:-Asrock m3a UCC, RAM:2x2GB 1333mhz Zeppelin (thats yellow!), GPU: XFX 1GB HD6870xxx, PSU:-some 450 POS, HDD:-WD Scorpio blue 120GB
CASE:-Packard Bell iMedia X2424, Custom black/red Aerocool Xpredator fulltower, CPU's:-E5200, C2D [email protected]<script cf-hash='f9e31' type="text/javascript"> /* */</script>(so e8500), COOLER:-Scythe Big shuriken2 Rev B, BFG gtx260 sp216 OC, RAM:-tons..
Gigabyte GTX460, Gigabyte gt430,
GPU's:-GT210 1GB,  asus hd6670 1GB gddr5, XFX XXX 9600gt 512mb Alpha dog edition, few q6600's
PICTURES CASE:-CIT mars black+red, CPU:-Athlon K6 650mhz slot A, COOLER:-Stock, BOARD:-QDI Kinetiz 7a, RAM:-256+256+256MB 133mhz SDram, GPU:-inno3d geforce4 mx440 64mb, PSU:-E-Zcool 450w, STORAGE:-2x WD 40gb "black" drives,
CASE:-silver/red raidmax cobra, CPU:-Athlon64 4000+, COOLER:-BIG stock one, BOARD:-MSI something*, RAM:-(matched pair)2x1GB 400mhz ECC transcend, GPU:-ati 9800se@375core/325mem, PSU:-pfft, HDD:-2x maxtor 80gb,
PICTURES CASE:-silver/red raidmax cobra (another), CPU:-Pentium4 2.8ghz prescott, COOLER:-Artic Coolering Freezer4, BOARD:-DFI lanparty infinity 865 R2, RAM:-(matched pair)2x1GB 400mhz kingston, GPU:-ati 9550@375core/325mem, PSU:-pfft, HDD:-another 2x WD 80gb,
CASE:-ML110 G4, CPU:-xeon 4030, COOLER:-stock leaf blower, BOARD:-stock raid 771 board, RAM:-2x2GB 666mhz kingston ECC ddr2, GPU:-9400GT 1GB, PSU:-stock delta, RAID:-JMicron JMB363 card+onboard raid controller, HDD:-320gb hitachi OS, 2xMaxtor 160gb raid1, 500gb samsungSP, 160gb WD, LAPTOP:-Dell n5030, CPU:-replaced s*** cel900 with awesome C2D E8100, RAM:-2x2GB 1333mhz ddr3, HDD:-320gb, PHONE's:-LG optimus 3D (p920) on 2.3.5@300-600mhz de-clock (batteryFTW)
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See the doc anyway, you could have another thing that is similar to ocd but not actually ocd, theyre trained profesionals and they do this everyday.

We always assume that when something happens that its only to use, we have tech forums to help us diagnose pc's in case its happened to someone else so assuming your the only one with the issue (wether it be horses, pc's, cars, golf, whatever) is illogical and it never hurts to seek advice (but yeah self diagnosis is generally a bad idea).

best of luck.

thanks a lot :D

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