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I just realise that what kind of stubborn I have become after I got sick a few years ago. Obviously when you get sick and stuck in your bed you immediately become an outcast, everyone you know run away from you, your friends think that you are weird and carry this "negative vibe" around you. Then you put yourself in a comfortable position in bed so it won't hurt and you had all these memory flashback about how happy you were and all the people who helped you before. Some of those people really did not become your friends though. They didn't become a part of your life. But they did help you at a crucial time. You are thankful. But now you are alone. Again. Most of the time you focus on 'right now' on ' this moment' you think about what you need to do,what you wanna do. The only thing that teerifies you is the future. Coz you have no idea WHEN are you gonna recover. It could be next month. Or next year. Or the year after that. You have no idea. The doctor has no idea. Your parents have no idea. People who come here and visit you tell you that pray  to god. He will listen. Miracle will happen. Then 5 minutes later they are outside, with their friends and families,and partner watching movies, checking out new chick that comes to school , working , flirting with their co-workers. And you are still stuck in bed. Having this huge headache that your head couldn't even turn. I am not sure who god is listening to. The one that got stuck in bed, or the one that secretly pray that the new intern that's gonna come this week is gonna be a hot one. I am uncertain. Really uncertain. 

If it is not broken, let's fix till it is. 

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What's goin on OP ?You ok ?  PM if you want to try to talk bout it mate

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Yeah as you get older part of being an adult is losing all your friends and mostly being alone.

 

It happens to everyone

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10 hours ago, RuffRuffmcgruff said:

What's goin on OP ?You ok ?  PM if you want to try to talk bout it mate

I am alright now..... thanks mate. Sometimes I just need to vent...

And all those things happened to me a few years ago...

So now I am recovering, and like I said most of the time I am fine. 

You know that sometimes your past is just gonna pop out , out of no where. 

I am feeling quite okay. 

If I need someone to talk to, I will find you here. 

 

Thanks again! 

If it is not broken, let's fix till it is. 

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On 29/07/2016 at 11:52 PM, mrchow19910319 said:

I am alright now..... thanks mate. Sometimes I just need to vent...

And all those things happened to me a few years ago...

So now I am recovering, and like I said most of the time I am fine. 

You know that sometimes your past is just gonna pop out , out of no where. 

I am feeling quite okay. 

If I need someone to talk to, I will find you here. 

 

Thanks again! 

No worries bro :D 

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