Random memory loss + possible OCD?

[Sushicat89]

Sometimes there're situations where, for example, I want to go on a specific website, but I suddenly forget 100% of what I wanted to do, not even a clue and my brain just feels empty, everyday this happens 10times+ even during really important things like work, whatever. Every time this happens, I just suddenly feel a bit dizzy. Also, this is quite annoying, I possibly have actual OCD, as examples, I love reading, but it has become unbearable, overtime I switch pages, I just comeback to the previous page from 5-20 times just to MAKE SURE I've actually switched pages, even though they're numbered. The worse is, I recently got my new cellphone, i will verify more than a hundred times a day whether my mobile data connection if off or not(i do not have a plan and I'm actually scared shitless to pay 3463636365473 dollars in fees, lol). These are just a few examples, but these two problems have been hindering my daily life and it actually got worse overtime. I whether I was paranoid and that's normal or I'm actually crazy. I have ADD and had autism when I was young if this helps.

[Guest]

See a doctor...

[MegaDave91]

Do you suffer from constant anxiety

[Sushicat89]

I'm the complete opposite of anxious, I'm actually TOO cheerful

[MegaDave91]

I'm the complete opposite of anxious, I'm actually TOO cheerful

I see

 

If it is affecting daily life as you say, then you really should seek professional help. 

 

By the way; I have somewhat similar habits as well but not to the same extent. An example would be locking the front door before leaving the house if in a hurry. I have very clearly locked it and acknowledged such, but I sometimes forget that I have and later ask myself if I did. I trust my instincts and gut feeling to re-assure that I have.

[Master Disaster]

Nsfw

[Sushicat89]

I see

 

If it is affecting daily life as you say, then you really should seek professional help. 

 

By the way; I have somewhat similar habits as well but not to the same extent. An example would be locking the front door before leaving the house if in a hurry. I have very clearly locked it and acknowledged such, but I sometimes forget that I have and later ask myself if I did. I trust my instincts and gut feeling to re-assure that I have.

That's the thing, even though I've already acknowledged a fact for the 10th time in a row, I'm still going to check it again(and again). It's almost as if I don't trust my senses. I tried using techniques(that don't work anymore) like asking someone else to confirm a situation or just try ny best to trust myself, in some case "yoloing" like for my mobile data thing, but I just can't bring myself to think like that. I guess I'll go see some professional

[Sushicat89]

Nsfw

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