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So this may be a bit of a weird topic but I need answers. Lately I've >noticed< myself taking to myself which I understand is normal its just that I'm noticing it because of factors. I'm very ocd, things have to be perfect, my mom (I'm 15) ruined my shirt yesterday and I can't find another one. Made me so mad on the inside I could not stop thinking about it for 3-4 hrs. Whatever I'm doing my brain is thinking about 3-4 other things, if I'm watching tv and somebody starts talking I instantly want to punch them in the face. When I'm doing homework I can't concentrate, ill turn music on, it'll annoy me, ill turn it off and the since drives me crazy. Stuff I thought of in the day, usually the negative stuff I go over again and again in my mind and I can't get it out. What's wrong with me, its to the point where i constantly want to be doing something or I go crazy.......

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So this may be a bit of a weird topic but I need answers. Lately I've >noticed< myself taking to myself which I understand is normal its just that I'm noticing it because of factors. I'm very ocd, things have to be perfect, my mom (I'm 15) ruined my shirt yesterday and I can't find another one. Made me so mad on the inside I could not stop thinking about it for 3-4 hrs. Whatever I'm doing my brain is thinking about 3-4 other things, if I'm watching tv and somebody starts talking I instantly want to punch them in the face. When I'm doing homework I can't concentrate, ill turn music on, it'll annoy me, ill turn it off and the since drives me crazy. Stuff I thought of in the day, usually the negative stuff I go over again and again in my mind and I can't get it out. What's wrong with me, its to the point where i constantly want to be doing something or I go crazy.......

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Don't sweat the small stuff. You'll be happier and live longer.

 

That is all.

 

You probably have a mild case of A.D.D/OCD. Talk to your GP.

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"Don't worry,every little thing is going to be alright" -Bob Marley

Live up,have fun,take a day off and promise that you will never make small problems into hell of a problems!.You should seriously need to control over your anger,as far as I see its your anger who is killing you from the inside

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Another thing is music I've listened to during the day I constantly sing over and over when I'm trying to go to bed and I tell myself to stop but I can't.

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Another thing is music I've listened to during the day I constantly sing over and over when I'm trying to go to bed and I tell myself to stop but I can't.

Yo really have serious problems.You need to pay a visit to a doctor.
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Yo really have serious problems.You need to pay a visit to a doctor.

I meant in my head

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Laptop | CPU: Intel Core i7 6700HQ | GPU: Nvidia GTX 960M 2GB GDDR5 | RAM: 32GB (2 x 16GB) DDR4-2400Mhz | STORAGE: 512GB Hynix NVMe | OS: Windows 10 Pro |

 

Gaming Desktop | CPU: Intel Core i7 9700K | GPU: Gigabyte RTX 2080 WINDFORCE 8G  | Motherboard: ASRock Z390 PHANTOM GAMING-ITX | RAM: Ballistix Elite 32GB Kit (16GB x 2) DDR4-3000 | PSU: Silverstone SX700-LPT 700w 80 PLUS Platinum | STORAGE: 2x Samsung 970 PRO 1TB NVMe | COOLER: Noctua NH-L12 | CASE: Louqe Ghost S1 | OS: Windows 10 Pro | Build Log in Progress | 

 

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I meant in my head

oh.It's normal then.Why would you want to stop?.Like I said you need to take a day off do something that makes you happy.
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oh.It's normal then.Why would you want to stop?.Like I said you need to take a day off do something that makes you happy.

Well, I don't really do much. I mess around on my computer, work on my truck every now and again but I don't really go anywhere. Also like I bought a sub and amp for my truck and then I constantly go over exactly how I'm going to do it step by step in my head with out even wanting to.

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Work Server | CPU: Intel Xeon E5-2650 v3 | Model: Cisco UCS C220 M4 (SFF) | RAM: 64GB (4x16GB) Cisco (Samsung) DDR4 2133Mhz | STORAGE: 4x Cisco (Seagate) 900GB 10K 2.5" (RAID 10) - 2x 32GB Cisco FlexFlash Boot Drive (RAID 1) | OS: vSphere 6.7 Enterprise Plus U3 | 

 

Laptop | CPU: Intel Core i7 6700HQ | GPU: Nvidia GTX 960M 2GB GDDR5 | RAM: 32GB (2 x 16GB) DDR4-2400Mhz | STORAGE: 512GB Hynix NVMe | OS: Windows 10 Pro |

 

Gaming Desktop | CPU: Intel Core i7 9700K | GPU: Gigabyte RTX 2080 WINDFORCE 8G  | Motherboard: ASRock Z390 PHANTOM GAMING-ITX | RAM: Ballistix Elite 32GB Kit (16GB x 2) DDR4-3000 | PSU: Silverstone SX700-LPT 700w 80 PLUS Platinum | STORAGE: 2x Samsung 970 PRO 1TB NVMe | COOLER: Noctua NH-L12 | CASE: Louqe Ghost S1 | OS: Windows 10 Pro | Build Log in Progress | 

 

Home Server | CPU: Intel Xeon E5-2690 (Sandy Bridge) | GPU: Quadro P2000 | Motherboard: SUPERMICRO X9SRL-F  | RAM: 64GB (8x8GB) Micron VLP DDR3-1600 ECC | PSU: SUPERMICRO 665W 80 PLUS Bronze | STORAGE: 2x Samsung 860 EVO 500GB (RAID 1) - 4x WD 8TB Ultrastar (RAID 10) - Intel SSD D3-S4510 Series 240GB (BOOT)  | COOLER: Noctua NH-U12DXi4 with 2x Noctua NF-F12 iPPC 3000 PWM | CASE: SUPERMICRO CSE-842TQ-665B 4U | OS: vSphere 6.7 Enterprise Plus U3 | Build Log in Progress |

 

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So this may be a bit of a weird topic but I need answers. Lately I've >noticed< myself taking to myself which I understand is normal its just that I'm noticing it because of factors. I'm very ocd, things have to be perfect, my mom (I'm 15) ruined my shirt yesterday and I can't find another one. Made me so mad on the inside I could not stop thinking about it for 3-4 hrs. Whatever I'm doing my brain is thinking about 3-4 other things, if I'm watching tv and somebody starts talking I instantly want to punch them in the face. When I'm doing homework I can't concentrate, ill turn music on, it'll annoy me, ill turn it off and the since drives me crazy. Stuff I thought of in the day, usually the negative stuff I go over again and again in my mind and I can't get it out. What's wrong with me, its to the point where i constantly want to be doing something or I go crazy.......

When I was 15, my head was swimming with hormones. It's impossible to tell the difference between hormones and genuine strong emotions other than the genuine ones make sense. Realizing this made it so much easier to be a teenager. Don't use this as excuse or anything, but take this into account when you make decisions. You might have a slight case of attention deficit disorder but practically everyone has "A.D.D." in modern days. It just means you haven't practiced concentrating enough. Relax! You're a human. Nothing is wrong with you, especially if you are so critical of yourself.

 

Edit - I really don't think you have obsessive compulsive disorder. Wanting to do things perfectly is not O.C.D. Needing to check that the faucet is off 30-40 times before you leave the house is O.C.D.

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Well, I don't really do much. I mess around on my computer, work on my truck every now and again but I don't really go anywhere. Also like I bought a sub and amp for my truck and then I constantly go over exactly how I'm going to do it step by step in my head with out even wanting to.

 

You wouldn't even believe how much I have gone over my twin builds coming up...probably a thousand times. It's normal to stress stuff...but you have to let go...

If you've previously won the build off please pm me so we can get something worked out.

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