Help me with this please

[Dota Lord]

Ok so alot of my female friends tells me im really not bad looking and usally give me compliments about my lenght and and looks, but they aswell as my guy friends always tells me tgat with every girl i get into a relationship with that all of them are a very lower class by looks. And yea might be true but i am a personality type guy. The thing is not alot of people like my personality, they usually call me sensitive , goofy, childish, weird and so on. Also i never had any proper friends in school becuase i was evrywhere for example, i played top sports but never fitted in the sports social group,a gamer but never fitted in the geek group, a smoker and rule breaker but never fitted that type of group, and so on and so on(never fitted anywhere, not even family focused to be honest ) . Thats why i wanted agirl to fit the other piece so i can be a mix of every kind by her. And i had a girl like that but the truama broke us both down and lead to a situation that we are not allowed to see each other again,(and still to this day im the loyal broken one still truamatized about it while she is on her  second person after me). Well anyways, Im that guy that acts really goofy around people i know and try to play manly to people i dont know, and it feels like it makes me look weak. But the weird fact is that most people i have met in my life always tells me that there is absolutely no one simmilar to my personality in this world like me. I dont know if its a good or bad thing, mostly good because i really hate it if someone trys to act like me or even if they have the same intresst as me, i feel challanged but not in a good way. So back to story, 99% of people clash with my personality and i cant shake the feeling imma end up dying alone. (for other people who inspect, im a aquarius, adhd, mix between introvert aswell extrover bundle of good and bad) . Please help becuase of my personality and that might be the reason i never end up with anyone. 

[Wictorian]

idk how you feel about your personality but regardless you probably have a few issues that are the problem. basically you shouldnt be sensitive, goofy, childish and weird. now there are many ways you can do this. you can read books you can watch videos and stuff. what I would recommend is getting into comedy (that is just personally what I would recommend) if you get involved with dark humor you will get less sensitive, childish and weird but you will also get more aware of the problems and suffering and maybe you can also have a positive effect. tbh idk what goofy means. (dont bother explaining i will look it up) i think i was gonna mention one more thing but i forgor. also self confidence is important too. if you are lacking it you can increase it by being good at even small stuff and actually being aware of this. what you need to do is change your mindset. you can also read some philoshopy. and ofcourse you can always get proffessional help and get into support groups if they exist. 

[Wictorian]

also stop playing dota

[Dota Lord]

On 8/10/2022 at 9:21 PM, Wictorian said:

also stop playing dota

Thank you for the help, and why stop playinf dota

[Wictorian]

4 hours ago, Dota Lord said:

Thank you for the help, and why stop playinf dota

mostly a joke. even though it can be regarded as a waste of time I would say keep on playing if you are having fun as long as you are not playing more than you really should. However if you are just pretending to have fun then you should consider to stop playing it.