Linus i've been watching you since day one.
Man, i cant thank you enough. This hurts my heart, but at the same time i'm so happy for what you have acomplished through all these years.
It's incredible and you deserve all of it. Family goes first so take your time, and live your life!
I think there was a lot of stress in that video, and also anxiety, you clearly must be tired too.
Maybe its time to take a long vacation, Maybe its time to move on. Whatever the case, all the best for you.
Be happy! Kind regards.