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This week of the year reminds me of what a piece of shit I am, hopefully no one else feels like that.

But if you do, I hope some of these pictures help you get through it:

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^haAHahA!! mOoD!!

 

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^ half my music preference

 

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^ I am not Norwegian

 

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Shoutout to when the Caramella Girls YouTube channel replied to me and 'hearted' my comment.

My biggest accomplishment this decade.

 

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I am sure this applies to some of y'all

 

 

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Recently I started a YouTube playlist of these sorts of songs. Those that gives you the feels™ that you never had.

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiiKznw5H_hg-XwzqD8I5m_dVv7tWxqPe

Related playlist, if you want more of that sort of stuff: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiiKznw5H_hhW-w5CqX4sNA5cYGkMRabd

 

Not sure where I was planning to go with this status update (wrote down a bunch of stuff, but also deleted a lot of it). Just here hoping you are all having a good time. Maybe spending time with family? Having some time off school/work?

Hope life has been treating you well.

 

With us entering 2020, my mind has been kind of reflecting over the past decade and over how little I have accomplished. But at the same time I am sure 2009 me would have never expected to see myself in the position I am in.

Looking back 1 year, month, week or day at a time won't give the full picture of your evolution, but a decade will show a large change.

 

This forum has been a decently large influence on my life these past years. The people I have met, talked to, etc. While I feel like I am a lot less close to the community now, as compared to the past; I still feel like this is the one online place I am still comfortable calling 'home'.

Thank you to those that have made me feel welcome here over the years.

This place and its people have left me with a lot of questions and regrets too, but I feel like that is all part of the 'masterplan', so to speak.

 

I have no idea how in the span of 10 minutes I have myself go from "I hate myself" to "I still hate myself, but I guess I have grown up too", but sometimes it just be like that.

 

Hope you have a wonderful end of the December month. 

  1. PlayStation 2

    PlayStation 2

    Life’s been hard for the lot of us. I’ve done a lot of soul searching and a realization of my lack of talent and knowledge as my peers are far, far more intelligent and skilled than I am. 

    I went from American dreams in 2010 to realizing that buying a 2004 Saturn L300 in 2019 might just be the peak of my life. It’s been quite terrible, honestly. 

  2. kelvinhall05

    kelvinhall05

    I mean I would say this decade has been terrible but considering barely remember anything before it, yeah lol

     

     

    Hopefully 2020 will be better for all of us.

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