Ramblings

[TheUnicornMan]

The past is indestructible. 

Isn't this just a great quote? You cannot separate yourself from yourself, you have to accept it. All this stuff you've done in your teenage years, or are doing because you're a teen one day is gonna be so far back. You're gonna look back thinking as a grown man on what you've done. Maybe being on your kid's ass for him to study because you wish you would have studied more, while remembering what you tought of your parents doing the same on you. Isn't this just a mindfuck? Talking about mindfucks, lemme just twist a Mac Miller quote: What the fuck is life? You basicly have about 90-100 years in front of you , to do what? WHat you're expected to! People say some are wasting their lifes, what is wasting your lifes? Rich people abuse the system to make more money, poor people abuse the system by living of welfare, just drinking beer with friends. Is there even a wrong way to spend your life? Maybe the 600 poound guys drinking what they like (wether it be beer, soft drinks, whatever) and eating as they wish have the right way to live, taking everything out of life, the joy of having a few good meals everyday even if their life is gonna be shorter, the enjoyment they're gonna get out of eating what they feel like might compensate for the years they're not gonna have. On the flp side people who are living a healthy/in shape life have the satisfaction of seeing the results of what they did. Living a happy worryless life might go thru working for someone, or some might prefer working for no one (*cought Linus cought*) even tho it's coming with more stress. It is kind of a mindfuck when you,re a 17 year old who just bought his first duplex and is usually working/going to school about between 70 and 80 hours a week. I see both worlds, a company that could be expanded to make a comfortatble living for my familly and a steady job that my dad has. Of course he likes WAYAAAY better working for his own buisness but he can't spit on the 60k+advantages his other job gives him. When I'm gonna be off to work (in the IT field) how are my parents gonna hold up running the company? It's a lot of work for people who have other jobs going on, and 3 kids. They say the dream is to be a billionaire, but do you really want to be a billionaire with all the work it implies? I mean, do you think Bill Gates worked 40 hours a week in the past 20 years? 40 hours must've been a small week for him. That's a radical exemple, most people would work 80 hours a week for 20 years for 40 billion, but let's say it's 2 millions, is it even worth it? And as humans we miss so much data to come to a desision of what we should do, like what comes after? Is it just another life? Complete darkness? Like a forever lasting dreamless sleep? Constant dreaming? 

Man when you stop and think about it life is fucked up.

 

[Vitalius]

"A scattered dream that's like a far off memory, a far off memory that's like a scattered dream." - Kairi, Kingdom Hearts (I love that quote.)

Life is a complicated mixture of simplicity. And I mean that in the most profound way possible.