Funny things my brain does.

[Calranthe]

As a little bit of awareness towards Autism, ADHD, Bipolar type 2, PTSD all of which make a kind of weird perfect storm that I have to navigate per day.

 

Waking up to music playing in my head (usually a youtube video goes along with it) This morning it was Paint it Black by Ciara (Yes my brain actually plays a music video in my head)

Inability to wear tight clothing jewelry or even a watch because my brain doesn't switch off I know that watch is on my arm every second.

 

2am questions (these mainly show how my brain can't switch tracks or ignore things)

"what happens if the power goes out" 2 hours of replacing all batteries in smoke alarms, phones on charge, torches all tested, backup batteries dug out, got back to bed by 4am.

"What if I die in my sleep" 1 hour spent making  sure multiple bowls of water are spread around the house so dogs can get enough to drink until someone notices I am dead.

"what happens if the internet breaks" 94 extra games downloaded on my main pc backup pc and laptop, all games run once and setup as offline mode, collapse back to bed at 10am.

""what if the shops stop delivering food" Get up right down a food stock list, work out how many days I and the dogs can last on what we have.

 

Game fun

Streaming Warframe Someone pops into chat "Hey why don't you bullet jump more?" me with 2500+ hours in game "because 5 seconds after I learn a new move in a game I forget it".

Having  to refer back 17 times to the recipe for a crafting table in Minecraft with 500+ hours playing.

Tutorials in every game while they are telling me how to do stuff "ooh that is a pretty texture" "omg look at that scripted rat, I wonder how the coded that"

Playing Divinity Original sin 2 for 3 days happily then getting distracted and not going back for 6 months.

 

478 part watched movies on plex and Netflix, yes I know Netflix you don't need to tell me *as I watch 10 minutes of one film then my brain says "ooh this reminds me I wanted to see this".

 

Waking up every morning not knowing what day, date or month it is.

 

 

Watching a video tutorial on overclocking for my board 6 times because 2 minutes in I get distracted by my keyboard layout and having to restart.

 

I will add more when I think of them or maybe I will forget I wrote this post and come back to it in 2 months.