Koka458

I'm done really. I don't want to prove anything. I'll go out and earn whatever I can... I don't even have a dream job plan. I just want to retire already the way I currently feel or just [REDACTED]

That is exactly what I'm doing though; Learning. I can't get a good output to show people/companies. But it's not like I'm wasting time. I'm watching 1000s hours of tutorials and making silly stuff.

I don't want to convince my dad into buying anything now. I've given up. In another thread I've come to realized that I'm looking for easy ways to get stuff and the world is not easy. I'll go and do some shitty jobs as long as it pays me I should be fine(spoiler: I won't)

Yes, there were 2, it's 1 now. Gotta hurry...

Okay

Asking my dad for stuff is out of the question now. I've given up. I'm really not finding the answers to my question and I don't even know what I'm asking.

There is a lot of data entry jobs available and the reason I don't want to do them is because I hate typing. Dad used to make me do these kind stuff and I hated every second of it. Mentally I'm very weak, if I mess something during those jobs I'll be thinking about it all day. The reason I want to do CG/gaming related work is that if I make a mistake it'll be about something I'm already comfortable with. But still data entry/typing is my last resort.

2nd hand market is non-existent here. Amazon still sells 1050 Ti at full price. I was downloading from google drive, they don't run at full speed?

Getting a video out of Unreal is no issue. It's the recording the Maya UI to show the rigs I've made. Everytime I record the output is very blocky and stuttery.

I never said that I want to make games. I want to work in game industry as "Technical animator/ Rigger" Here comes the sad part. I really wouldn't call myself young at this point. I'm going to be 27 this week. I'm useless piece ofwho still doesn't have a job. I'm a very slow learner. It takes me 2 hours to write a basic piece of code in python. Yes, I only want to do the things that I'm interested in. Reason? I really don't know, I'm not joking. Not exactly a health issue but I'm skinny, like really skinny. I'm 26 and I weigh ~56 kilos. I get tired very quickly. During school I had to take 2 hour bus then back again. By the time I'm home it's 3:30 and all I'm capable of doing is sleep. Do I constantly ask for free things? No. I can count the amount of times I've asked for free things: 5 times. He knows what I do. I've explained to him 3 times(yes I counted) why I need a new pc/laptop. And I really don't want to nag him with this again and again. And I hate asking for things. He's not interested in video games or movies. I don't think anyone in my family has watched a single movie in 5 years. tl;dr: I'm a depressed 27 year old loser who doesn't want to work but still wants free things. I think I need therapy more than anything. Also, 3rd world country. Part-time jobs...ehh. Best case scenario I'd get $10/month.

I am really sorry about that. I didn't had a decent internet connection until recently. Before that I had to connect to the internet via mobile tethering. So my PC stays offline basically all day. I also thought that a thread would last 12-24 hours. Wasn't expecting to get so many replies

No, I'm unemployed. And I don't want to be a 3D modeler. I thought it's something I can do so I can buy a good laptop. There are couple of part-time jobs posted online so I thought maybe I can do that. So, I don't think they'll send a device for a part-time job.

Okay, I'll do that...

Looks like the answer is clear from the above replies. So, the sellers can simple buy these "#1 Best seller" and "#36 in Computers & Accessories" tags without making any sales?

So, should I even bother applying for these jobs or not because it'll be such a hassle if it doesn't work out.