For instance, if I drop a plate while washing dishes, that feeling right after, I hate it, and curse out loud whenever I get it. Or if I fall and catch myself I get the same feeling, not sure if its adrenaline though. Or if someone suddenly pinches me (I really hate being pinched) I would grab their arm and almost hurt them without even thinking. That last one really happened and when my friend pinched me my body just went on its own and grabbed his arm without even thinking about it. I think that if I had a knife at that moment that I would've stabbed him, that's how out of control I felt. Also I don't like it when I'm out of control (like being in a situation to where I can't move my limbs or if someone is wrestling with me and have me pinned down). Could it have anything to do with me being a crack baby and not walking until I was 13 months?