Can’t hold on

[Txe]

I’ve always been on the heavier side and the expectations of people the realizations that I will end up sad alone and die the thought haunts me everyday some days I can go but it comes back no matter what

This leads to starving myself of food

whenever I look in the mirror I see a disappointment a ruse a burden

[jiyeon]

You sound stressed because of the expectations set on you by people. Don't be so worried, live your life the way you want and don't be too concerned that you're not living up to expectations, because you don't have to be living up to them right now, so as long as you keep going. It doesn't matter how long it takes you to achieve your goals, as long as you don't stop.

 

Starving yourself is wrong, you need the nutrition and nourishment to live a healthy life and grow as a person both on the inside and the outside.

 

Look in the mirror, and think not of what you are, but what you want to become. You have dreams, goals, targets that you want to achieve, look into your own eyes and see yourself as a successful and happy person. Choosing to accept your demons will only drag you down deeper. Start that fire inside and work to become the person you want to become.

[Guest]

Plenty of people are overweight, don't worry about it. Best thing you can do is think positively and exercise for a little bit each day and eat a little better, the weight will come off. If you are still a young fella, then don't worry, you'll be thinner when you're older. 

 

Just remember no one really cares what you look like, its who you are. If you can't change something, then don't worry about it - no good will come of that. Just sit down and have a cuppa and think about steps you can do to improve your situation. It's going to be a long road, but a good road.