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Belgarionbg

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  1. I`m using 32" 1080p (regular 16:9) but its over 1m away from me and its ok. But at 50cm. its bit much, may be at 2K resolution will be more acceptable. But that is it with 3" more than mine, so in the end I`m not really sure how your eyes will take it.
  2. Not for sukebei. And to think that I started refreshing my collection just about 3 days ago. I had planned to dl many many more than the pitiful 100 or so that I did at sunday. Now I can`t do s**t. Still I can live through this. I have already stashed more than enough, but it will never be the same... At least for me.
  3. But mine is with less. I can get to 4.9ghz stable with little over 1.35V but it runs really hot and I don`t really need it. For 4.7 and 4.8 I need nearly the same voltage so yeah. 4.6 is good enough for me.
  4. Through the years I have seen way too much people saying there is no need to download porn. Do you see it now? I`m already prepared. I have around 1000GB stash with thousands of videos and something like 900 000 pictures.
  5. This is terrible. Sometimes I make that much traffic per week and I don`t even watch tv serials or movies. Mainly watching 100 youtube channels which I`m subscribed to. (+some porn and anime as well xD) Every ISP using datacaps is truly evil.
  6. I would go very, very mad, as my collection is over 1000gigs refined for the last 15 years...
  7. The full video is here https://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo/a5bG5Xy_460sv.mp4
  8. She is really a greedy one, isn`t she. Tell her my story. My body have been ill since birth. I have lived my life mostly in hospitals. I have not been able to make friends because of that. My father leaved my mother when I was 1y old. Years later my father returned asking to have me to his place for few days every month and my mother agreed probably thinking how good would that be. The thing is that my father abused me. Hitting me with furniture or beer bottles, or burning me with cigarettes. And that wasn`t the worst he did to me. He abused me sexually with the help of his mother... I was alone, there were no friend to tell, my mother didn`t care even with clearly visible scars. We lived away from the few family members which were still alive at the time and to whom I probably would had a chance to speak to. In time I was beaten to believe that I deserved the abuse. I was in fault for being alive. I lost all hope. Few years later he leaved the town. I guess he got bored from me. I was 13 at the time. School wasn`t a nice place to me. My classmates loved to abuse me, because I was too weak to stop them. In time things got really bad. I was pushed from a slide resulting in throat trauma and emergency operation. Because of the urgency the anesthesiologist made a mistake and they used general anesthetic to which I happened to be allergic. That lead to clinical death for over 2 and a half minutes. But they did a miracle and returned me to life. So I had to live with the shame. All alone. In time my mother managed to get a boyfriend who got to be my stepfather. He was truly great man. But at the time I was feeling able to tell him about what I have been through it was too late. He was dying from lung cancer. 3 months. It took only 3 months from being fully healthy to death. I was in despair. That was the first time when I tried to take my life. I jumped from a building but few trees got in the way. Fractured hand and broken head and few other stuff. Like I could care. He was already dead. After that my memory was affected very bad. It took me years to get at reasonable working level. But because of that I was not able to even approach any women. So I continued to live through the hell called life. After that there was few other situations that lead me again to the path of killing myself. Apparently jumping in front of a fast moving car or drinking poison wasn`t enough or my doctors were just too good. In the end even death didn't want me. So I gave up. Here I am, at 33y, still virgin, hating life with all of what is left from the thing once I called my soul. But you know, the world is big. There are many people living way, way worse lives than me. And they are still here. Hope still may be alive somewhere. If you find a good one - then yes. I did not had that luck, my last suicide try was after seeing said professionals in the field. For them taking heavy medications should be enough to fix everyone... ps. English is not my native language so I apologize for every error I have made writing this. I tried my best. ps2. It`s easy to share your life story being anonymous. I feel somehow refreshed.
  9. Let see. Are you looking for the common answer or for the truth? I don`t have kids nor I plan to. I have around 30y left at best, so I`ll be long gone when sh*t hits the fan for real. So yeah.
  10. Sounds nice. When I tried that my mother beat my ass with a cudgel so hard that it broke. Then make me sat on my knees on beer caps (at the sharp side) for two hours. I never had an allowance. But still it was back in the days of communism ruling our country, so I was not really the only one without any contact with money. Also there where no means of getting jobs for everyone under 18. By the time when computers where something common I was already old dude.
  11. Talk with your parents. It`s their fault to make another kid whom they can`t provide with another room to live in. If they are not willing to listen just burn down the house.
  12. Are these shoes made from gold? This sum is near my paycheck for 2 months... I guess things are different in different countries.
  13. As for why my sublist looks like that, well I have modded my yt a little.
  14. I don`t watch vloggers, at least I don`t think I`m subbed to one. Or am I wrong, you tell me? Still youtube is relentless offering me videos with that guy neistat something and some other people but I ignore them in general. As for the other people - I guess SamStrecker said it well enough.
  15. I`m thinking of a new shirt with this design. Is it too much?
  16. 14$ 100Mbps up/100Mbps down no limits whatsoever ---- ;P
  17. But we are, just not in the usual meaning. TLDR; I love being myself and I don`t really care about people`s opinion of me.
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