Everyone is asking out their crush on Valentines day. Meanwhile, if I asked out my crush, she'd probably think I'm creepy and want nothing to do with me. We aren't friends enough for it to be appropriate, but she's always being rushed around by her friends and family so I don't really get the chance to even conversate with her. I just have to wait for the right moment to break the ice. I've had a few of those moments now, but my anxiety gets the best of me and I just end up looking like a nervous fool. But I think, despite the fact that she's a 12/10 and I'm a 4/10, there's a chance. Idk why I think that, but it's my gut feeling. Just gotta let time do its thing I suppose. 

But this Valentines day, I at least get to still have fun. I take delivery of the new Nord Piano 4 for my one church today. Too bad I don't know how to play tho..