i reallllly hate alcohol. It is kind of about the fact that I just don't like it, but its more about my mom. She's had a very very rough life and drinking is her outlet. I don't really like admitting it but it's pretty much just how it is. I don't think I ever want to drink because it just disgusts me so much. I'm sure I will, but mmm soda and water are just so much better to me right now.