It just occurred to me that it's been a year since I got my first job and it's been one rollercoaster of a night for my brain to recap on the past year.

A year ago, I was barely ready to get into my first job and become an adult, earning my own income, but here I am a year later, with the experience I've carried along the way.

I can't help but think of all the stupid spending I've done this year, I didn't need to spend excess in keyboards, nor did I need to spend on other luxuries, but I guess that was the price I had to pay to keep myself from going down the depressive path that rooted from my ever job, which was in nothing other than IT, and it was hell.

I still recall the times I used to arrive home at 1am and come back to my PC, putting on my K-ballads playlist, and relaxing for that night, God knew I needed it.

I can't believe it's been a year since I got my first job, and how far I've come in terms of personal health since my downfall in IT.

A year ago, you would have never told me that I would become a bonafide keyboard collector, keyswitch reviewer, dipping my toes into audio, and becoming a PC enthusiast like I am today.

Anyway, that was 3am sowon thoughts because for some reason I remembered I got my first job in November last year and used to always listen to ballads to calm my anxiety.

It's kind of scary how much song can suddenly give my brain a memory surge and bring tears to my eyes because of my past.