Calt

Yikes

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They did tell me and my siblings that they would be happy, supportive and proud of us if we turned out to be gay

Wellllll... My parents and siblings don't mind gay people, so I know they wouldn't hate me if I would "come out of the closet". I'm perfectly fine holding hands in the public and all that shit, but telling my parents/siblings that I'm gay and he is my bf (they think he's just a friend ) is so weird/disgusting/frightening/scary/etc.., that I just don't want to do it:thinking:

Am I "suffering" from internalized homophobia if I don't want my parents/siblings to know that I have a bf? I'm bi btw hahahaa

As a someone who is still in the closet, I have to say hell no.