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    Ashley xD got a reaction from WY6 for a status update, I'M SO HAPPY the reason why might seem silly. i went swimming. that sounds like a wei   
    I'M SO HAPPY
     
    the reason why might seem silly. 
     
    i went swimming. that sounds like a weird thing to get so excited over but lemme explain...
     
    so, basically my group of friends decided they wanted to go swimming at a local lake. totally safe, the beach is huge and i live in a small town, there was plenty of space to social distance there don't worry, like the place is HUGE and i live in a small town so there could have been 3x the amount of people there that were there and it still would have been fine.

    regardless, even though i really like swimming i haven't in years because dysphoria. the last time i went there with friends it was awful because they were playing in the water and i was sitting at the side lonely because i was scared to get into swimwear because i hate the way my body is and just aaaa....

    but, i texted one of my friends and explained it, and she totally understood and we went shopping together (again small town, we went shopping just after dinner time so the place was almost empty, plenty of space, all safe) and we bought a bikini for me. 
     
    that's what made me comfy with swimming today, it just felt right wearing that and i could finally swim again since years and it just felt right to wear it and and and i'm just so happy and aaaaa!!!!

    the crazy thing is i expected people to yell at me and stuff, like, i got stares which i'm used to since i've been wearing women's clothing for a while but nobody yelled at me, nobody cursed at me... i just feel so accepted  
  2. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Meganter for a status update, I'M SO HAPPY the reason why might seem silly. i went swimming. that sounds like a wei   
    I'M SO HAPPY
     
    the reason why might seem silly. 
     
    i went swimming. that sounds like a weird thing to get so excited over but lemme explain...
     
    so, basically my group of friends decided they wanted to go swimming at a local lake. totally safe, the beach is huge and i live in a small town, there was plenty of space to social distance there don't worry, like the place is HUGE and i live in a small town so there could have been 3x the amount of people there that were there and it still would have been fine.

    regardless, even though i really like swimming i haven't in years because dysphoria. the last time i went there with friends it was awful because they were playing in the water and i was sitting at the side lonely because i was scared to get into swimwear because i hate the way my body is and just aaaa....

    but, i texted one of my friends and explained it, and she totally understood and we went shopping together (again small town, we went shopping just after dinner time so the place was almost empty, plenty of space, all safe) and we bought a bikini for me. 
     
    that's what made me comfy with swimming today, it just felt right wearing that and i could finally swim again since years and it just felt right to wear it and and and i'm just so happy and aaaaa!!!!

    the crazy thing is i expected people to yell at me and stuff, like, i got stares which i'm used to since i've been wearing women's clothing for a while but nobody yelled at me, nobody cursed at me... i just feel so accepted  
  3. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Jtalk4456 for a status update, I'M SO HAPPY the reason why might seem silly. i went swimming. that sounds like a wei   
    I'M SO HAPPY
     
    the reason why might seem silly. 
     
    i went swimming. that sounds like a weird thing to get so excited over but lemme explain...
     
    so, basically my group of friends decided they wanted to go swimming at a local lake. totally safe, the beach is huge and i live in a small town, there was plenty of space to social distance there don't worry, like the place is HUGE and i live in a small town so there could have been 3x the amount of people there that were there and it still would have been fine.

    regardless, even though i really like swimming i haven't in years because dysphoria. the last time i went there with friends it was awful because they were playing in the water and i was sitting at the side lonely because i was scared to get into swimwear because i hate the way my body is and just aaaa....

    but, i texted one of my friends and explained it, and she totally understood and we went shopping together (again small town, we went shopping just after dinner time so the place was almost empty, plenty of space, all safe) and we bought a bikini for me. 
     
    that's what made me comfy with swimming today, it just felt right wearing that and i could finally swim again since years and it just felt right to wear it and and and i'm just so happy and aaaaa!!!!

    the crazy thing is i expected people to yell at me and stuff, like, i got stares which i'm used to since i've been wearing women's clothing for a while but nobody yelled at me, nobody cursed at me... i just feel so accepted  
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    Ashley xD got a reaction from sub68 for a status update, well, I discovered something interesting about corsair mice. at least the M65 Pro. it   
    well, I discovered something interesting about corsair mice. at least the M65 Pro. it doesn't work without the driver installed. it doesn't support legacy systems. 
     
    the story behind that discovery is that I found an old pyjama sam game in a thrift shop and I wanted to play it, so I dusted off my 1998 iMac, plugged it in and I discovered the M65 Pro does nothing if I plug it into that Mac. it lights up but that's it. nothing more. I have used USB optical mice with that Mac so I know the OS supports it (it's running macOS 9.1) but with that corsair mouse it just does not work at all which is annoying because I don't have another mouse... 
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    Ashley xD got a reaction from sub68 for a status update, well, i decided to try to fix my pc. i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) a   
    well, i decided to try to fix my pc. 
     
    i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) and i turned XMP off to hopefully fix the freezes. 
     
    i still don't trust it at all as it threw up a bunch of code 43 errors and crap, but it's running now so... we'll see for how long. 
  6. Informative
    Ashley xD got a reaction from sub68 for a status update, that moment when apple music's web app (literally a website) works better than spotif   
    that moment when apple music's web app (literally a website) works better than spotify's native windows app... 
  7. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Gegger for a status update, ok so i dislike nvidia, but i will give them this. on windows, their drivers work rea   
    ok so i dislike nvidia, but i will give them this. on windows, their drivers work really well. 
     
    i haven't had a single issue since i resolved those code 43 errors, which might be down to me running windows 10 2004 because it's still quite buggy... 
     
    i might actually buy nvidia again if this card ever dies. 
  8. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from sub68 for a status update, ok so i dislike nvidia, but i will give them this. on windows, their drivers work rea   
    ok so i dislike nvidia, but i will give them this. on windows, their drivers work really well. 
     
    i haven't had a single issue since i resolved those code 43 errors, which might be down to me running windows 10 2004 because it's still quite buggy... 
     
    i might actually buy nvidia again if this card ever dies. 
  9. Informative
    Ashley xD got a reaction from TopHatProductions115 for a status update, that moment when apple music's web app (literally a website) works better than spotif   
    that moment when apple music's web app (literally a website) works better than spotify's native windows app... 
  10. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Eschew for a status update, well, i decided to try to fix my pc. i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) a   
    well, i decided to try to fix my pc. 
     
    i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) and i turned XMP off to hopefully fix the freezes. 
     
    i still don't trust it at all as it threw up a bunch of code 43 errors and crap, but it's running now so... we'll see for how long. 
  11. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Meganter for a status update, well, i decided to try to fix my pc. i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) a   
    well, i decided to try to fix my pc. 
     
    i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) and i turned XMP off to hopefully fix the freezes. 
     
    i still don't trust it at all as it threw up a bunch of code 43 errors and crap, but it's running now so... we'll see for how long. 
  12. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from TofuHaroto for a status update, well, i decided to try to fix my pc. i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) a   
    well, i decided to try to fix my pc. 
     
    i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) and i turned XMP off to hopefully fix the freezes. 
     
    i still don't trust it at all as it threw up a bunch of code 43 errors and crap, but it's running now so... we'll see for how long. 
  13. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from CircleTech for a status update, well, i decided to try to fix my pc. i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) a   
    well, i decided to try to fix my pc. 
     
    i put a different gpu in (GTX 690 i had spare) and i turned XMP off to hopefully fix the freezes. 
     
    i still don't trust it at all as it threw up a bunch of code 43 errors and crap, but it's running now so... we'll see for how long. 
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    Ashley xD got a reaction from RoseLuck462 for a status update, to everyone who needs chrome to use less ram: https://chrome.google.com/webstore/deta   
    to everyone who needs chrome to use less ram: https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/the-great-suspender/klbibkeccnjlkjkiokjodocebajanakg
  15. Informative
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Meganter for a status update, to everyone who needs chrome to use less ram: https://chrome.google.com/webstore/deta   
    to everyone who needs chrome to use less ram: https://chrome.google.com/webstore/detail/the-great-suspender/klbibkeccnjlkjkiokjodocebajanakg
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    Ashley xD got a reaction from Jtalk4456 for a status update, i LOVE the new start menu changes in the latest Insider build. that looks SO GOOD! C   
    i LOVE the new start menu changes in the latest Insider build. 

     
    that looks SO GOOD!
     
    C O N S I S T E N C Y
     
     

  17. Informative
    Ashley xD got a reaction from TopHatProductions115 for a status update, https://blogs.windows.com/windowsexperience/2020/07/01/announcing-windows-10-insider-   
    https://blogs.windows.com/windowsexperience/2020/07/01/announcing-windows-10-insider-preview-build-20161/
     
     
    holy crap this is a cool update!
  18. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Meganter for a status update, i LOVE the new start menu changes in the latest Insider build. that looks SO GOOD! C   
    i LOVE the new start menu changes in the latest Insider build. 

     
    that looks SO GOOD!
     
    C O N S I S T E N C Y
     
     

  19. Like
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Eschew for a status update, i LOVE the new start menu changes in the latest Insider build. that looks SO GOOD! C   
    i LOVE the new start menu changes in the latest Insider build. 

     
    that looks SO GOOD!
     
    C O N S I S T E N C Y
     
     

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    Ashley xD reacted to sowon for a status update, "Can we have macOS?" "We have macOS at home" macOS at home:   
    "Can we have macOS?"
    "We have macOS at home"
     
    macOS at home:
     

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    Ashley xD got a reaction from RoseLuck462 for a status update,   
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    Ashley xD got a reaction from WY6 for a status update,   
  23. Funny
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Jtalk4456 for a status update,   
  24. Agree
    Ashley xD got a reaction from Beef Boss for a status update,   
  25. Funny
    Ashley xD got a reaction from sub68 for a status update,   
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