So I'm 15 and on summer vacation. It's July 25 and school ended June 26 and I have not hung out with anybody, even in the school year I have not hung out with anyone. I have some "friends" , but I feel as though I am inferior to them and I hesitate so much to ask them to make plans because I fear rejection and criticism, they don't even respect me that much as they shut me down a lot (ex: telling me to shut up every 5 minutes). Even in school I get anxious when I'm near the "cool kids." However I feel incredibly sad at the moment because I need to be around people. And I know what you'll say; get outside! Join a club! etc... But I'm shy and have lost so much self-esteem, even saying Hi to someone in the elevator is a daunting task. I think I should see a psychiatrist or something, but I'm very hesitant to tell my parents. All I do is play video game all day, please help.