manos165

http://www.youtube-mp3.org/nl

Google "YouTube to mp3" copy the url of the video and paste it and click download

30 mins - 3 hours. Rarely as quick as 15 minutes. Occasionally I randomly wake up between 2:00 AM - 5:00 AM, and if I do wake up then, I will not fall asleep again, as it would mess up my sleep pattern of waking up at 6:00 AM and I could miss the bus to high school (due to waking up then and falling asleep again, I've already missed the bus 2 times in 4 months).
 
 
I'm sorry for your loss. I know by experience how loosing a father feels like, as I lost mine when I was 12 years old and he was becoming 40 after 2 weeks. It's very sad when it happens, but that's the way life is. Every moment in life is precious and unique, and death can become unexpectedly early. It's gonna be tough to get trough it, but give it time. Time heals all most wounds. Let's hope things to get better.

The combination of his question and your reply makes it the funniest thing i've seen today

this made me even sadder...

Back story, since I was around 4, I was ALWAYS 90% +  (Minus time in school) of the time I was awake in a "virtual" life (I mean that, 90% or more I have been either watching TV, console gaming (Everywhere, with my Gameboy when I was little, with a PSP later...) and pc gaming.
My whole life I had been feeling very different then all the other people I saw outside, in school and my family, very very different. Tv, and games made me very shy in real life... until age 15ish, I never had any good friends, got bullied in school (physically and mentally ) and was just depressed  whenever I went to school and back.... I felt like the real life is not outside, it's in TV and computers.... lonely people usually have lots and lots of time, I also did.... I always thought and thought, staring at walls with my head down, but never even cared of what people thought of me because I knew that I was a loser to them, not many people ever cared about me and I was just always depressed and depressed.
Online I had a lot of friends, everywhere.... It always made me feel good, I used to run back home from school not even walk just to forget about the "real world" and go where I belonged.
Everyone near me were always together with their friends, hanging around... but I never knew what it was like... I was a very jealous person. I never knew how to talk to people, was always waiting and waiting for people to come to me... to start talking to me, instead of going out there and making my own friends.... I waited, and waited... but nobody came, and when people did I just rejected them although that was the moment I have been waiting for all this time... I rejected them because I knew I was a loser, I stopped caring about everything... My grades went down, to the 40ish average... my parents though never expected much from me, nobody cared about me :C . I was a good person, although I was shy and miserable I had still one hobby that I would love to fofill, no it's not playing sports or being a class clown, it was helping people... The one thing I love the most until today is to help anyone, even my enemies whenever I can, but people took that fact to their advantage, they used me... I never had the guts to tell anyone know when asked for help. I would helped others with many things, and when I needed help it seemed like everyone vanished. 
 
Thankfully, these days I am not getting bullied anymore, I am turning 17 soon and have friends here and there, but there are things that still remain from my childhood, that don't leave me.
Such as my shyness. I wouldn't call myself handsome but I'm not ugly for sure... I try and try but just can't stop being shy... Hiding in my own shadow and making friends is really hard for me still... I also get over-depressed whenever something small happens because it reminds me of my horrible past.
I still game as I used to though even more... 14 hours a day in average, I really don't know what to do with my life, I feel like I'm screwed... I can get off my computer and tv, but just can't find anything else to do, I just hate going outside. For example, at this moment my family went with friends to a roller coaster park, did I come? No, I answered " I will stay here, can't come have fun". In school nowadays i'm doing decent, 80 average... but just don't know what to do with my life.... thousands of hours burned and still keep getting burned and I am moving nowhere.
I just can't feel the "joy" in life anymore and just want to get some feedback from you guys, what should I do? What should I try to become happy? How in the world can I stop being shy, talking to girls is a dream, can't even say "hi" though.
 
Edit: [Fun Fact] An interesting thing to menton is that I only get shy in real life, when I'm on my computer, even when skyping with girls here and there, I feel sooo free from shyness..... Why does this happen?
 
Just wanted to let this out of my chest, Feedback would be a life saver and sorry for my poor English.
 
Thank you so much for reading!

Ahm, ya, don't. You're aware that you can get in serious trouble for saying such stuff? -.-

plant the knife in someones elses locker >:3

Dont get hyped up about it just stay calm be like yeah, i kinda want to go , they want you to get hyped

where are you elementary?  :mellow:  :mellow:  :mellow:  :mellow:

If your prefered genre of music happens to be "hip hop", "rap", "justin bieber" or a combination of these, you deserve it.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyy i would die 

he is just out of touch ,and needs a little self control that all

Man, that sucks. that would never happen in the social environement at my school. ( which scales down at the retarded groups). If you annoy/insult people here, you make your loss, totally unsuported)
Some music is actually so disliked that it captivates the attention of your hatred and distracts you.
something along those lines.

why ..... WHY DO YOU CARE

stab the leader with a rusty butterknife

I think that "School problems" is redundant.

put a batch file on all of their pcs and laptops so that the retarded batman song plays for 10 hours before they can do anything.

GROW A PAIR +1

This is truly a school level problem. Just work through it. or get new friends.
I miss the time when i could be bothered by things like this..

Bring bigger speakers and play louder music. For best effect, play Last Days of Humanity
 
Bur seriously, try to reason with with them. If you do nothing to annoy them, then they don't have a reason to annoy you. If they still want to annoy you, then they are just assholes, and they are not worth your time.

Metal and Steam will solve all of your problems. 
 
 
That too

Ignore them. That is how I made it through highschool so far. Ignoring people in general.

Well, you can't call them friends that they don't respect your taste of music.