Well, if you don't find one for yourself, get one of your friends to do it. I'm sure they will be more than happy to help, at least mine were. I know it's hard with anxiety to find someone to help, but sometimes you just have to find someone to help you help yourself. And those are all good bands, but try something a little lighter sometime. Might I suggest some chillstep, or something more along the lines of calm. Just a suggestion, after all I am just some random internet person haha Yeah, I have the same financial restrictions due to being a college student, currently living that ramen life. Finding a job might not be a bad idea. It may take your mind off of things and help give you some spending money. Doesn't have to be anything crazy, just stocking shelves in the back of a store even.