That's pretty rough, losing someone close to you or even someone you look up to is horrible but, throwing your life away would only make the situation much, much worse.

Glad to hear that you didn't go that route. Please stay safe man.

As for the insane guy, you really should go to the police and at least report them. Things won't be solved by themselves and, trying to solve them yourself will only make it worse.

@Cyberspirit

The guy's in trouble now with the authority, but well he's just not right in the head.

That almost killed all of my interests, even in racing....

I lost my appetite, my mood swung left and right, I didn't want to log into the forum too. I just felt like crap.

I feel better, but I feel like my head's not right as well.

Yeah, losing someone is always tough but, you'll have to power through it. As much as it hurts that's how life works.

This probably differs from person to person but, for me, completely disconnecting for a day or two helped a lot.

You just have to think and try to work things out in your head.

If you have some good friends or someone you can talk to in person then, that sounds like a good idea as well after you got through the hard part.

Sounds like you love racing so, don't let this get in your way. Once you feel like you are ready then, get out there and do what you love.

With all that said I'm terrible at this stuff so please, do what feels right for you.

Damn that's rough, things like that are never easy. Hang in there, things will get better, I'm sure. 

you survived , means you learned something from all of it, you'll be okay.

Glad to hear you got to the other side of this. If you need to talk about any of it, we're here for ya!

Thanks everyone