Though I know many of the forum member's whom I've know for the past 15 months are young individuals with likewise minds that favour PC Gaming & whatnot. You guy's are either still in education, whether it's middle school to high school and from that point onward to potentially college/university. Studying to achieve a greater deal of appraisal in your hobbies, interests and future careers.

I hadn't created myself a great opportunity to succeed in my higher level education, I got carried away during the closing period of my first year of levels, inappropriately giving my subject teacher's pathetic inexcusable paperwork which wasn't even particularly markable, having been taught the incorrect syllabus from all three teachers for the most part a great deal of 6 months understanding electronics & jewellery making which I will correct myself with the right term of 'silversmithing' (which coherently relates to using expensive materials like gold & silver) nonetheless it didn't in any process come in any shape or form to improve my skill/talent level. Not calling any names or who's to blame but...I let myself down & didn't wish to continue my higher level education like many of my friends that I have never fully interacted with for a good 2-3 months.

Right now....I'm antisocial (and although I respond to you on the forums, I just feel that I lack a sense of real awareness of human friends, communication) mostly depressed, I talk to myself to sometimes avoid entire interaction (brainstorming)

I'm not anything like Steve Jobs (isn't that random of me to write), though I would see him as a unique person to reflect on his life. Alike many of the people I aspire to be like I require to work hard and be diligent about the aligning the stars in my favor.

Maybe this is just jibber-jabber but I think somehow I need to pull through my repetitive failures, I do want to bring about a series of products which demonstrate my mindset or my artistic perspective which will represent a step forward in my success. If you've read this all the way thanks & I appreciate the many users have used to also look at my first couple of official blog. I'd like to ask in return; give me your insight into what I cherished & what I want to pursue for life. Kinda tired of my own lazy ass doing not much productive.

I did finally produce my second logo which is an improvement for me to say I did something but it's my icon to show who design this; i.e like a coat of arms. Uh oh cannot find it :( I will upload it to my profile page once I have found it and scanned it through

Kingsley.